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Creative Work 152
MY LAST AND FINAL GOODBYES.
As I sit here woundering why I try, contemplating my last goodbye, I sit and think all day long about where in my life I went so wrong, all I ever wanted was to love and be loved to have someone to come home and hug. I can not descrive the pain inside, the hurt,burning,and the emptiness.
I sit and think of ways to go to sleep where pain, emptiness, and sorrow, will never see another tomorrow.
I feel I have lived my life, and there is not much more that I can give, I have climed my mountain to the very peek only to tumble right back down, right back to the rubble from which I speak.
I think of the many ways to end these misserable days, where should I go to complete this task where no one will find me for day's, with the motor still running and me deeply asleep, never to take another peep, at the pain, and emptiness that became so overwhelming, but then again I have to question will anyone notice that I am gone? will my name even carry on, will they realize the hell I have lived and there is nothing more that I can give, the pain became more than I could stand.
Now silence fills my ears, and darkness seems to dry my tears, I will go to sleep now for eternity, knowing that no one will return to me, and that I have lost my pride and dignity.
I want my family to know that I couldnt take anymore lies, so I have to say my last goodbyes.........
CHUCK
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